House on Bo-Kay Lane by Greta Burroughs, (A Wee People Adventure)

Description: Gerald and Vernon believe their time with the wee people came to an end after returning to their homes, but begin to wonder when strange things started to happen at a nearby abandoned house. Ghostly images and voices haunt the boys’ dreams. Curiosity draws them to investigate the mysterious haunted house. What they find takes them back to the world of the wee people and a new adventure begins.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The existence of the Wee People are in danger as once again Gerald, Vernon, and this time a grown up, Andrew (Gerald’s dad) come to their aid.  The differences in the cultures of the two worlds are well contrasted and examined in the writing skills of Burroughs and sometimes even comically. Once again Burroughs has delivered a great YA book for all ages.

Returning to the land of wee people has been as great adventure as the first time.  Greta has delivered a magical world of adventure and enlightenment. It was good to see old friends, Gerald and Vernon and to meet a new adult character.  The choice of connecting the two world by alternating the settings between Gerald’s world and the world of the Wee People (book one), allows the reader more insight to the characters motivations and adds a connection that can be used in future (hint) books in the series.  There is so much room to expand that it make me eager for the next book!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Review: The Night Circus (audiobook unabridged) by Erin Morgenstern, narrated by Jim Dale

The circus arrives without warning. No announcements precede it. It is simply there, when yesterday it was not. Within the black-and-white striped canvas tents is an utterly unique experience full of breathtaking amazement. It is called Le Cirque des Rêves, and it is only open at night.

 

 

What this book lacked in excitement, it made up for in descriptive narrative, but that was not enough to save it .  I found that disappointing. I think a circus setting is magical in an eerie sort of way and the idea of the circus entertainers having the eternal responsibility for it was a quirky twist but it never made it pass the idea stage. The story, sometimes a love story, sometimes a thriller, was more or less just confused.   The descriptions and the Steampunk touch were the highlights of the long slow story.  Okay but not something I would recommend unless you are having trouble sleeping.  Then it might help……But the narrator was great!

 

Review: Trust Your Eyes by Linwood Barclay

I usually do not give away my feelings for a book till the end of my post but I just have to say this one GRRREAT! I read this book in one sitting last night, all night….

“Trust Your Eyes” is a fast pace thriller that will keep a reader wondering till the very last page.  I have always been a fan of Barclay’s writing but this book may be his best yet.  I know for one thing, he has secured me as a fan that will be anxiously awaiting his next release.

Book Description: Thomas Kilbride is a map-obsessed schizophrenic so affected that he rarely leaves the self-imposed bastion of his bedroom. But with a computer program called Whirl360.com, he travels the world while never so much as stepping out the door. He pours over and memorizes the streets of the world. He examines every address, as well as the people who are frozen in time on his computer screen.

Then he sees something that anyone else might have stumbled upon—but has not—in a street view of downtown New York City: an image in a window. An image that looks like a woman being murdered.

Thomas’s brother, Ray, takes care of him, cooking for him, dealing with the outside world on his behalf, and listening to his intricate and increasingly paranoid theories. When Thomas tells Ray what he has seen, Ray humors him with a half-hearted investigation. But Ray soon realizes he and his brother have stumbled onto a deadly conspiracy.

This book is available at the Bullitt County Public Library and Amazon. (Check your local book store or library for availability.)

Review: Susie Q’s Restuarant Bardstown Ky.

Well, since retirement, I have been spending time with my daughter and we have had some real experiences.  I kept thinking that I should let people know about these little local gems that we are finding.  I do book reviews then surely I could expand that to other things…..so my rattling begins…..

The absolute perfect example of a local gem is Susie Q’s in Bardstown, Kentucky.  Don’t let the simple and quaint overtones fool you.  This place delivers class, quality and heavenly flavors on a plate (with a side order of homemade potato chips.) Whether your taste is for the down home style pot roast or the original style Ruben, you will not be disappointed.

I opted for the chicken salad on a croissant, homemade, of course.  It was divine, with a slightly sweet after taste and a good crunch of pickle and fresh breast of chicken.  Simple and delightful.

Paula, chose the Ruben, the thinly sliced corned-beef was perfect with the homemade sauce. On marbled rye bread it was a work of art. (Per Paula)

Now to my daughter Desiree, who chose the slaw burger and may never stop talking about it.  It was a juicy (yes, you could see the juice running from it) 1/4 lb Angus burger loaded with their own homemade slaw that was made with lettuce, and that, by the moans emanating from Desi, was obviously delicious.

Slaw Burger

We are already planning a quick return to try out the meatloaf and the desserts (Oh, did I mention 3-4″ high homemade apple pie with ice cream and caramel, and homemade coconut, chocolate, and lemon meringue pies….shall I go on…). Great food at a great price and friendly service!

Located at 607 West Stephen Foster Ave. In Bardstown, Ky.  Price: $5-$10  502-331-9298

Review: Wrecker Dave Conifer

A good thriller and a fast read, definitely an all-niter. Looking for more from this author. Reminiscent of Dean Koontz suspense writing.  Dave Conifer delivers an edge of seat thriller.

Book Discription:   Jane thought a loveless marriage was as bad as it could get.

Steve thought life was perfect with a hired man to do his chores.
They were both wrong.
Jane Havelock is coping a day at a time in a bad marriage when her husband Steve hires handyman Rob Manteo for a never-ending series of odd jobs around the house. At first Jane is repulsed by Manteo, a huge, muscular man with primitive communication skills. But revulsion reluctantly gives way to curiosity and even fascination as loneliness drives her into a precarious friendship with Manteo. He’s morose and mysterious, but there’s definitely more to him than meets the eye.
As her marriage and her husband’s career crumble around her, Jane digs into Manteo’s past and uncovers a horrible secret. She knows now that it was more than chance that brought Manteo into their world, but it may be too late.

Review: His Brother’s Baby by Blanche Marriott

Not normally a romance reader, I have to admit that I was dragging my feet reading this book.  I should have been making time!  The unique approach that Blanche Marriott takes with the old age twins twist is a real refreshing change of pace from that the same old done to death twin switching theme. I love the mystery and romance that is intermingled with the powerful character development of Gabriella and David.

The Rhode Island setting is a perfect blend for the story of these two lovers. The descriptions are vivid and lend quality to the overall story. It is a simple but well written love story.

I found Marriott’s story to be tender and touching with a hint of mystery and suspense.  Settle in for a long night of romance with this one.

Overview: His Brother’s Baby

Illegal cigars. Mistaken identity. Heated passion on a cold stormy night.

David Rutland has spent a lifetime covering for his errant twin brother and making things right. No more. Time for the irresponsible womanizer to grow up and face the music. But David isn’t prepared for his world to be rocked when he meets the beautiful redhead who mistakes him for his missing brother. David doesn’t know what’s worse, deceiving his brother or deceiving this woman he’s waited his entire life to find.

Gabriella Santori knows the meaning of a rock and a hard place. Lured by the big tipping Damien Rutland to save cigar bands for him at the cigar lounge where she works, she eventually realizes he’s up to no good. She decides she’s had enough and arranges a meeting to tell him, but she’s taken back by the difference in him. He’s not the creepy, macho, unnerving customer from the cigar lounge and before she knows it, she’s smitten.

When Gabriella later discovers she’s pregnant and learns that Damien is missing, she enlists David’s help out of desperation. As the family waits for news of Damien’s whereabouts, Gabriella can’t help falling in love with the wrong brother…or is it? Must David forego the love of his life because of his twin’s irresponsibility? And will they ever find his missing brother? …..by Blanche Marriott

Review: Angelfall by Susan Ee

If you are a fan of the Hunger Games then be prepared for a no “reality show” look at the post-apocalyptic world faced by Penryn.  She is just a young girl searching for her stolen sister and willing to make a deal with even a fallen angel to get her back.  The natural and un-natural perils that Penryn faces are nothing compared to the emotional pain that she has to endure as well.  The depth and detail that the author gives to her character’s histories, and the character makeup themselves, are part of what makes this story so interesting.

The Biblical elements of the book are not overly pushed and is blended well into the storyline with the histories of all the characters.  There is graphic violence and some romance but it is mostly a hard-driving look a survival in an unforgiving world.  I found this book to be very well written.  I was a little hesitant to read another book in a series, since I have a hard time keeping up with all the other series books that I read.  I am so happy that I gave this story a chance.  I found the character of Penryn refreshing and her strength inspiring.  This book is marketed toward teens (contains mature content) but has enough excitement and depth of content that even adult readers will enjoy the story.  I will be following this series.

 

Product description from Amazon:

It’s been six weeks since angels of the apocalypse descended to demolish the modern world. Street gangs rule the day while fear and superstition rule the night. When warrior angels fly away with a helpless little girl, her seventeen-year-old sister Penryn will do anything to get her back.  Anything, including making a deal with an enemy angel.  Raffe is a warrior who lies broken and wingless on the street. After eons of fighting his own battles, he finds himself being rescued from a desperate situation by a half-starved teenage girl.   Traveling through a dark and twisted Northern California, they have only each other to rely on for survival. Together, they journey toward the angels’ stronghold in San Francisco where she’ll risk everything to rescue her sister and he’ll put himself at the mercy of his greatest enemies for the chance to be made whole again.

Iron House by John Hart

From the moment I picked this book up, I did not want to put it down and that is very rare for me to say.  Hart’s new novel is a hard driving thriller from beginning to end.

Michael has come a long way since the Iron House School for Boys.  He has found the love of his life in Elena but getting out of the organized crime business may be harder than he first thought.  Michael also has to consider his brother Julian’s future which is being threatened by the bullies of the past.  Always Julian’s protector, Michael has to ensure his safely, as well as Elena’s, while constantly looking over his shoulder for the next person that may want to put a bullet in his head.  He has to find a way to keep those he loves safe and find a way to a future he may be denied because of a past that won’t let him forget.

The fast paced and edge of seat action keeps this story rolling.  It is not your formatted guy turns good and leaves mob story.  Hart breathes a depth and feeling into his characters that will have the reader cheering and cringing at the same time.  Graphic violence and torture scenes make this an adult read that pulls no punches for those that like the ‘in your face’ kind of novel.

I loved this book.  It is the first John Hart book I have read and it will not be the last.

Ashes by Ilsa J. Bick

It is one of our fears in in our lives today.  An electromagnetic pulse flashes across the sky and our world as we know it comes crashing to an end.  Ilsa J. Bick takes us on a journey with young Alex and her personal demons as she fights for survival in this dangerously realistic and frightening new novel.

As for the people that survive, it is a question of who can Alex trust and who is infected. Alex puts her guarded trust in Tom, a soldier and a young orphan, Ellie.  Even of them, she is wary and uncertain.

This novel is terrifying both in its future implications for our own society but for personal issues that arise when trust is no longer an option at any cost.  This is not your ordinary end of the world story.  It gives the reader a look into the minds of the survivors and how living after the devastation affects them.  Bick has created deep and well defined characters.

I am not a zombie lover.  I shy away from the dead walking.  I did however, enjoy this book.  I found it had more to offer than your typical “shoot ‘em in the head and run” (don’t forget to double tap) mentality.  I did enjoy this book.  It is violent, gory in parts and thrills around every corner, my kind of book.

About the Author

Ilsa J. Bick is a child psychiatrist, as well as a film scholar, former Air Force major, and now a full-time author. Her critically acclaimed first YA novel, Draw the Dark, won the 2011 Westchester Fiction Award and was named a Bank Street College 2011 Best Book. Ilsa currently lives with her family and several furry creatures in rural Wisconsin, near a Hebrew cemetery.  One thing she loves about the neighbors: they’re very quiet and only come around for sugar once in a blue moon. You can visit her online at http://www.ilsajbick.com.

The Liberation of Crystal Hill by Kevin Gibson

Written in a child-like voice of eleven year old Adam White, Kevin Gibson takes the reader into the very heart of a of a little boy’s fears.  The liberation of the town is only a backdrop to the interpersonal conflicts in the family life of young Adam. This coming-of-age story is complex and well written.

From a town haunted by a cursed ghost, Mayor Crystal, to the corrupt ion of the current residents, this story will take you on a ride into the supernatural that you will enjoy both for the interesting interweaving storylines and the deep and well-developed characters.

The writing is easy to read and understand and I feel this would be a great book for the young adult crowd.  However, it will stand just as strong as a good adult read too.  I only have one drawback; I feel the cover of the book is not as appealing as it could be.  The back especially needs work.  I think a more professional look would get more attention.  Books are often, regretfully, judged by their cover.

 

A Death in Calgary

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Death came to town driving a 1964 Cadillac hearse. He was looking for a man, a man that was waiting to die. Sam was that man. He longed to be with his beloved Emily again. Life had not been the same since she passed. Strange things were happening in Calgary and Sam would find himself having to make the most agonizing decision of his life. Sam would have to make that choice soon. Death was here to make sure he made the right one. “A Death in Calgary” is the first in a series of short stories that bring the subject of Death to a whole other level.

Review: Gerald and the Wee People by Greta Burroughs

In a clearing, in the dark woods, is a secret society of wee people and Gerald, with his friend Vernon, has just stumbled into a wee war.  With wonderful imagery and imagination, Burroughs takes her readers into a magical world filled with terror, adventure and an unsuspecting hero.

Gerald and the Wee People is a book that brings the impossible to life and takes the reader right along with it into a battle that may mean death for the wee people.   Without the help of Gerald, who doesn’t even know how to help, and his best friend Vernon, all may be lost.  With an “Alice in Wonderland” feel, Gerald is shrank down to wee size and is at the mercy of the attacking misshapen ones along with Sheela, Cian and Sean.  Can Gerald save himself and his new friends or will they all cease to be.

This is a great story of courage, faith and friendship for any age.  Young adults and more mature juveniles ( some violence) will enjoy the action and adventure that Burrough’s characters bring to the reader.  A pleasurable read and very talented writing make this book a winner.  Makes me want to go look for the magic in my own back yard.

 

Circle of the Fae

Review: Breakfast Anytime by Christopher M. Thompson

I am not one to read a lot of current poetry.  Mostly because I have so many books to complete and I like to take my time with poetry, but I am a lover of Dylan Thomas.  Sometimes, however, I run across poetry that stirs my heart and mind and I enjoy a nice cup of coffee and lose myself in the rhythm of the lines.  Thompson’s prose have done just that.

The poetry of Breakfast Anytime is emotional and dark at moments.  Just my kind of writing.  I could sit and describe all the styles used and comment on the exact meanings of each verse but I feel each reader must take his.her own view of each work of poetry.  The one thing I look for in poetry is did it touch me in some way? Yes, this collection of works has done just that.

Thompson’s, The Masks, is my true favorite.  Don’t miss this wonderful experience.  Read Breakfast Anytime, no don’t read it, experience it.

Excerpt: “My true face you do not see, But rather a mask of the person in me……
One to show courage when I am full of fear, One to show love when anger is near.   One to show belief when I fear for the worst, One to show happiness when I feel my heart burst.   Yes, these are my masks, in three sets of two, Arranged like pictures on the sides of a cube.   No matter how they are gazed at, no matter how viewed, My true face will always be hidden from you.”
Christopher Thompson. Breakfast Anytime (Family-Friendly Edition) (Kindle Locations 257-259).

Review: Confessions of a Sex Addict Abuse. Addiction. Recovery. Survival. by Kelly Boykin

This has been an extremely hard book for me to review and to read.  The pain that comes from any addiction is harsh and even reading about it can have an effect on the reader.  This book is an eye-opening experience with abuse, addition, recovery and the lengths some have to go to just to survive.  It is so much more too; it is a story of strength and personal definition.

The setbacks, triumphs and the pain that any addict feels and experiences are in some way all the same.  Yet, each recovery and success story is as individual as each person that suffers through the disease of addiction.  No matter what you think you know about the topic of sex addiction, this book will show you a story through the pained eyes of a survivor.

This book is not a sexy cheap porn novel.  It is a hard-hitting and blunt look at sex addiction and the road to recovery and survival.  This book is a learning experience and although you may not come aways feeling good and joyful, you may come away with a new perspective on addicts and their existence in an unrelenting world.  This book is not for the faint of heart it is explicit and raw.

From the author: If you’re in crisis, please contact: THE NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION LIFELINE If you’re feeling desperate, alone or hopeless, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at: (800) 273-TALK (8255). It’s a free, 24-hour hotline available to anyone in suicidal crisis or emotional distress. Your call will be routed to the nearest crisis center to you.

Kelly Boykin. Confessions of a Sex Addict (Kindle Locations 2230-2235). Kelly Boykin.

 

Through Daddy’s Eyes – Associated Content from Yahoo! – associatedcontent.com

Through Daddy’s Eyes – Associated Content from Yahoo! – associatedcontent.com.

 

Sometimes, I’m so very glad,
My Daddy’s not here to see.
The world we live in now,
And how cruel that it can be. .
And yet, a little voice whispers,
That he might just laugh and say,

“This is nothing, Babydoll.”
“You should have seen the world in my day.

Revew: The Sable City by Edward McNally

I love a book with a strong female lead and none come any bolder than McNally’s characterization of Tilda.  In a world of magic, Tilda must make her way to the Sable City to find the exiled heir to the House she serves.

McNally’s writing is laden with captivating descriptions of a unique world and filled with mind-boggling details.  The world that McNally is able to bring from his creative mind and put to paper is beautiful, yet dangerous, dark and mystic.

This is a must read for any sci-fi lover and other readers as well.  The is a book to take time with and let yourself become part of the excitement that McNally has created for our enjoyment.

Ebook by M. Edward MaNally: In a desperate search for an exiled heir, Tilda crosses a war-torn continent to the gates of the Sable City, where centuries ago dark magic almost destroyed the world. Along with a sinister sorceress, a broken-hearted samurai, and a miscreant mercenary long on charm but lousy with a crossbow, Tilda must brave the demon-infested ruins to find the heir who may yet save her House.

 

Review: Miranda’s Story by Colette Caple

Caple’s story is a smart and catchy story of two women.  One, a single woman trying to make the interpersonal relationship of a long distance romance work for her and while the other, a wife and mother with typical family problems, questions what she wants from life.  Their world is about to get much more complicated for both women by a man that wants one of the women for himself.

Miranda’s Story is a story about the courage and commitment to stay the course in relationships and in personal growth.  The plot brings the reader into an environment where everything seems safe but just around the corner lurks danger.

An entertaining read and exceptional dialogue make this a good book for that day in the sun relaxing.  Being a quick read however, it will leave you waiting for the author’s next book.

Ebook By Colette Caple: This story compares the lives of two women:Miranda who is attractive, independent, work driven and Annie, the dependable friend who is married with children. What will make them both contented, and what will either of them trade in love to be like the other?

Review: City of Champions by Daniel Stanton – Associated Content from Yahoo! – associatedcontent.com

Review: City of Champions by Daniel Stanton – Associated Content from Yahoo! – associatedcontent.com.

True Heart by Frank Altobelli

Meet Mouse, but don’t under-estimate her.  She is a small, dark-haired Volsung girl with a bow and arrow and she knows how to use it.  This little girl it full of strength and courage.  She is a heroine that readers will not soon forget.

As her love for a young man, Brandt grows, Mouse must find a way to get him to see her as wife material but life intervenes.  Brandt and Mouse meet three odd characters while out hunting in the Holberth Forest and Mouse’s courage will be tested to the limit as she decides to be their escort across the mountains to the Seamly Court. But the home of the Fae is on a path leads through the cursed city of Kadem and the heart of dreaded Az-Aziel’s forest realm.

“‘True Heart’ is the story of a young woman learning that her worth is not found in a man’s superficial judgment of beauty, but in courage and character.” (Frank Altobelli)  Reminiscent of Tolkien’s works, Altobelli weaves a story of a magical land and creative characters.  All the characters were well-developed and scene descriptions were wonderfully vivid.  Although, I found that it took me a while to read the story, every minute was worth it to get every rich detail.

A wonderful story for young adult and adults too.

Fibromyalgia: Stages of Grief from a Lost Life – Associated Content from Yahoo! – associatedcontent.com

Fibromyalgia: Stages of Grief from a Lost Life – Associated Content from Yahoo! – associatedcontent.com.

The Sons of the Great Satan by Anthony Roberts

This story will give the average reader a different perspective on living in Iran, 1976, when an empire began to crumble.  Steeped with cultural situations and politics, the story plays out through two youth, an American, Joey, and a native of the land, Farhad Zadeh.  In a world filled with of chaos and rebel activity, these teens will have to deal with coming of age in a land that is ancient in traditional beliefs and filled with violence.

Robert’s work is a historical fiction novel but the timing is as perfect as if it were yesterday or maybe today.  Seeing the cruelty of a world through the eyes of these youth gives the reader an inside look to the cultural differences the world continues to struggle to understand even in today’s world.  This is a hard-driving, no-nonsense look at life in Iran during this politically changing time.  It is an eye-opening novel for this reader.  It does contain violence and sexual situations but it also portrays the realistic side of life in these countries in an open and honest voice.  Good read.  Would be a good discussion book for a book group due to all the sociological and psychological situations and how they interplay in the culture and the choices that were made to survive this time.

Roberts states that, “The paths of Iran and America have been intricately bound by blood and violence for many decades. What happened between these two nations continues to reverberate today.”  The Sons of the Great Satan is based on the author’s impressions living in Iran prior to the Islamic revolution.

Sons Of The Great Satan

Ebook By Anthony Roberts

Review: City Of Champions by Daniel Stanton

“Grabbing someone by the hair just above the back of the neck and slamming their face into the trunk of a car is a strangely pleasant feeling. “
Daniel Stanton. City of Champions (Kindle Locations 41-42). Daniel Stanton. (e-book)

With a great first line like that, I was hooked.  I have always heard about the power of the first line and I have seen examples, but I had yet to experience it myself, till now.    From the very beginning, Stanton starts his story strong and takes it full throttle till the end.  The fore-shadowing throughout the action keeps the reader entertained and filled with suspense.  Descriptions of characters and scenes flow easily throughout the well written dialogue.

I have got to say, I may be a little bias, the lead character happens to drive a Dodge Charger and my first car was 1974 Dodge Charger with a 440.  (It was a car driven by Richard Petty.) Ah, the good old days, sorry I drifted there for a moment.  Stanton’s characters will stay with you after finishing the last page and leaving you wanting more.  I have got to say that it is refreshing to see a lead character (Morgan Cole) actually not always be likable.  There are no free rides in this story. Crime does not pay for the criminal as well as the hero.  By the conclusion a reader may find that this is a story without a true hero.  I like that.  Things do not work out perfectly but what does in real live and I find that this made me like this book all the more.

The care and interesting style that Stanton takes with his depiction of secondary characters and sub-cultures such as WD, Sully and Doc makes the reader eager to read the next book.  Don’t expect any wishy washy detective novel.  This is a hard driving, realistic look at crime and one man’s  punishment of those that harmed his family.  Join Cole Morgan as he searches out and brings to justice, his justice, the men responsible for the death of his brother and his sister-in-law.  Great book, right up there with Patterson and Cornwell.

Fibromyalgia: Stages of Grief from a Lost Life

Fibromyalgia Awareness Day is today.

FIBROMYALGIA is a REAL disorder. It affects approx. 11 million people worldwide (3-6% of the population). (Bartels EM, et al. (2009). “Fibromyalgia, diagnosis and prevalence. Are gender differences explainable?”. Ugeskr Laeger. 171 (49): 3588–92. PMID 19954696.) Those living with fibro wake up each day feeling like they have the flu and like they’ve never even been asleep. Symptoms include chronic pain, muscle pain, memory loss, skin sensitivity, dizziness, debilitating fatigue, sleep disturbance, and joint stiffness.  Fibromyalgia is considered either a musculoskeletal disease or neurophysiology condition. Fibromyalgia has been recognized as a diagnosable disorder by the National Institutes of Health and the American College of Rheumatology.

I am a fibro sufferer.  It literally took me years to be diagnosed.  After the diagnosis with fibro, I went into denial.  I could not have fibro, I had to work. I had obligations. I would not accept the fact that I had fibro.  I had only heard of fibromyalgia and did not know much about the symptoms, yet I was living with them day-to-day.  I sought out other diagnoses, ones that medicine could cure. The doctors turned out to be smarter than me, go figure.  I felt like I had lost my life.  I didn’t want to be “sick.” I would not be sick.

As family and friends tried to support me, I backed away.  This was just unacceptable and I was not going to have fibromyalgia.  The reality was, I had fibromyalgia and no amount of denial was going to change that fate.  In Elizabeth Kubler-Ross‘ book, “On Death and Dying,” she identifies the stages of grief.  I was about to become a walking testimony of her work.

Denial: I refused to except any diagnosis that could not be treated and cured.  There were days that I could not function and days that I had great hopes that it was getting better and I thought the doctors did not know what they were taking about.  Then, the bottom would drop out of my world and I would lay in pain for days getting depressed.  I rationalized these swings as relapses in what ever that doctors had failed to treat.  No way would I accept less from myself.  I was not going to be sick.

Anger:  As months went by, I got angry at myself for not being able to carry my weight at home and work became all that I could give my strength too because work had to go on.  Most of my time at home was filled with trying to recoup for the next work day and social life became impossible.  I was angry that time was slipping away.  I was angry at my body for betraying me, angry at the doctors for not knowing what they were talking about and angry that it had to happen to me.  Most of all, I was angry that I was letting my loved ones down.  I was not going to be sick.

Bargaining: Just one more test!!!  I began to bargain with God and the doctors. “Please, God, I cannot be sick right now, my family needs me.”  “Please, doc, check something else.  I’ll take time off from work.  I’ll go to physical therapy, anything, just find out what is wrong.”  “Whatever it takes God, I will do it.  Just keep me going.”  I was still not going to be sick.

Depression: As days in bed and in pain increased, I began to accept that something may be wrong.  That meant my life was going to have to change.  The guilty feeling that I was letting everyone down enveloped me and I retreated to the safety of my house and bed. By this time I was running on my last leg.  I decided that I needed time off from work and the doctors agreed. (I think by this time that they were happy to see a light bulb beginning to flicker on over my head.)  I was failing.  I lost my job due to my illness and almost lost the will to live.  I gave up.  I became a recluse and rarely left the house.  I gave up on living and was just done. This lasted for about three months before my husband told me that he could not live without me and that I had to get up or he was calling the guys in the white coats for me.  Now, you have to understand, Ray NEVER speaks to me like that and it worked.  I listened.   My commitment to my loving husband for over thirty years (and his never wavering belief in me) added to the devoted support of my daughter pulled me up and out of the darkest hole that I have ever seen and never want to see again.  I began to make my way back to the living. It was not going to be easy and it was not going to not happen overnight but I was making my way in the right direction this time.   I needed to find out how to deal with this fibromyalgia thing.  Huh, I may be sick.

Acceptance: Wow, I have fibromyalgia, what a bummer.  I have done my homework, so to speak, but I am still trying to learn the triggers to my bad days and come to terms with actually having to live my life with this stuff.  I don’t plan anything I cannot get out of at a moments notice.  I no longer work.  I am reinventing myself.  I am revisiting my passions such as photography and writing.  I am taking one day at a time.  I still have depression and I am still sad sometimes that this is they way things have turned out but I am dealing with my feelings and my physical needs now.  I may never be the person I was again but I hope that I can be a better person even if I do have fibromyalgia.   For more information you may contact the National Fibromyalgia Association.

The Move

photo by Mary Daughtery

To look out upon a star-filled sky

From an old window

Drafty and dull.

Never to walk upon floors

So worn with life.

Walls that wrapped around

Tears, laughter and …sighs.

Exchanged for walls

New, empty, echoing.

Floors that have not known

Any comforting existence.

We move on

By choice or by foul

Touch the door knob

Look back, once more

The marks of a leftover life.

Review: Never Knowing by Chevy Stevens

If you have ever wondered about anything in your past, this book may make you think twice about wanting to find the answers. Stevens takes readers on a thrilling and complex journey into the past of Sara Gallagher as she searches for her birth parents.  Sara will learn that sometimes the past is better left in the past.

Told through therapy sessions, the story of Sara takes a bizarre twist when she discovers the devastating truth of her birth.  Her mother was the only victim ever to escape a killer who has been hunting women every summer for decades.  Suddenly danger surrounds Sara and her family as her father comes hunting for her.

Steven’s novel will keep you on the edge of your seat and just when you think it is safe, will hit you again with the unexpected.  The story is a tense and sometimes disturbing read.  Although I tend to shy from books that tell the story through therapy sessions, I found Stevens’ book to be an exception and enjoyed being thrilled by Steven’s writing that drips the feeling of fear straight from the prose.  Good book!

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The Legends of Country Music Show

A better time was never had than last night at the Pritchard Community Center.

A lineup of country music stars took the stage and gave Elizabethtown a taste of country music history.  The performers at the “sold out” LEGENDS OF COUNTRY MUSIC SHOW were….

Johnie Pierce, Kaiser Bill, Joseph Williams as Conway Twitty, Christy Miller as Reba, Rebekah Lynn as Dolly, Ray Glenn as Kenny Rogers, Jim Cardwell as Marty Robbins, and Betsy Perkins as Patsy Cline.  All were in fine form and voice.

The entertainment was relaxed and the crowd enjoyed interacting with the singers and families enjoyed a night out together.  The artists were only out-shined by the rhinestones on the clothing.  From Patsy Cline, to one of today’s favorites, Trace Adkins, people were treated to the sounds of songs like “Crazy” to “Swing Batter Batter.”  If you have missed this sold out show, there will be many other opportunities to see this wonderful family friendly show. Contact the Perkin’s Brothers at www.elvisandmeatloaf.com.  Shows sell out quickly.

…..and last but not least, the Perkins Brothers….

…..and the show goes on……

How to Date a Werewolf by Rose Pressey

I love reading a book that has me laughing and yet keeps me in suspense.  I got that and more in Rose Pressey’s new story.  Rose’s prose are fresh with humor, and yet a seriousness in her words, that she uses to bond us with her characters.  It make me think of Charlaine Harris’  Sookie Stackhouse novels meet Christopher Moore’s novels.

When I read Pressey’s first novel, “Me and My Ghoulfriends,” I actually thought, “this is going to be strange” and it was!  Such a good strange.  I was hooked and I have awaited, not so patiently, for this new novel from the author.  I have not been let down and I now have to wait for the next books in the series, “How to Date a Vampire” and “How to Date a Demon.”

I met Rose Pressey when I asked her to speak at the Written Word Writers’ Group which I coordinated.  I found her to have a great open personality as well as being a down to earth writer that cares about her readers and other writers.  Her book is as just as amazing as the writer.

The heroine of “How to Date a Werewolf ” is a werewolf and has a problem with hairy hands and keeping a boyfriend.  As the owner of Got a Mate Dating Service, Rylie helps lonely lycanthropic find their own soulmate but Rylie’s luck in this area has been less than grand.  Rylies is sure that a family curse is the whole problem but what is she going to do about the “drool-worthy” Jack Chandler that has just breezed into her life.  Maybe this time the curse won’t work, maybe.

A not so satisfied customer want revenge for a “match” gone bad.  Strange notes start to appear and things are starting to get really scary when the after-dark crowd gets involved.  Will Jack just think she is some kind of crazy or will he be the answer to her prayers? Will Rylie finally lift the curse and find a soulmate or with this curse be the end of her.

Now the best part…..don’t rush out to buy the book. (It’s ok Rose don’t panic.)  Surf right over to Smashwords or Amazon and download the eBook for only $1.99!!!  Now is that a bargain?  This may be one of the best deals you will get this year, with the cost of gas.  Just don’t read too fast or you will be sitting and waiting like me for the next story….hurry Rose, your fans await.

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The Cypress House by Michael Koryta

The Cypress House is not a novel for everyone.  Some people may find the characters  are just not very likable.   The story was very predictable.  I honestly found it hard to finish, skipping pages here and there to get to the end.

There were some good concepts (not to give away the plot) but Arlen’s ability to see death on people’s faces allows him some blackmail opportunity.  The stereo-typical “bad guys” were also a turn off.  The romantic triangle between Arlen, Rebecca and Paul was lukewarm and unbelievable.  The story is slow from start to middle with character and location development that never quite seems to work at entertaining the reader but does pick up toward the end. 

Making it to the conclusion is rewarded by a gripping ending but the journey to the climax may be more than most readers are ready to go through to find out what happens to the characters.  Checking this book out at the local library may be a better choice than purchasing. 

The Perkin’s Brothers’ Show: Entertaining from the Heart

 

                                                                                         I have had the great honor of being friends with Jesse (aka Garon) Perkins for, well, a while, and with his brother Colonel (aka Meatloaf) as well. Let’s just say that Ball Holler Kentucky may never be the same. I caught up with my friends and finally saw their variety show, The Perkin’s Family of Stars with Elvis and Meatloaf.  I had a smile on my face the whole time.  I mean what could be better, one stage, one night, and I got to see all my favorites, Elvis, Meatloaf, Dean Martin, Frank Sinatra, Waylon Jennings, Garth Brooks, …. I always knew there was  talent in this family but I never knew how many of them were famous!  Using my friendship to my advantage, I corner Jesse for a brief moment in his busy schedule to tell my readers a little about his show and his troop.

DL: “So Jess, what exactly do you feel is the difference in tribute shows and being considered an impersonator?”

Jesse: “I am an entertainer with a dictionary!”  (Your librarian is proud of you Jesse.) “So I looked up impersonator in the dictionary: im·per·son·a·tor…1.a person who pretends to be another.  2. an actor who impersonates specific persons or types of persons as a form of entertainment.  3. female impersonator.

Since I don’t do drag, number three is out. Hard to just call us number one, because we are THE PERKINS BROTHERS, and named after famous people not really pretending to be them, but to be inspired by or even in the very old since, MARKED by them. 2 might be closer to our act.

There is now a fancy name TRIBUTE ARTISTS. I can accept it but it really is a funny thing that seems to exalt the person doing the impression instead of the Artists being paid tribute to. If you look at the fancy new name it makes the impressionist the “ARTIST”. It is a little hard for me to call this art. Craft? I can really agree with that statement. If there is really any art in what we do it is in the staging and presentation. We have referred to ourselves as a recreation and re-imagining of the original.

DL: “What is it like having your little brother working with you?”

Jesse:  “Little “BIG” brother: It is great to have little brother back singing with me. He missed 8 months work last year and is still recovering from some less than perfect medical care. Colonel had Thyroid Cancer and is now “cured” of that but many complications after the surgery meant he suffered through most of last year.”

DL: “Why do this, what led you to this career?”

Jesse:  “I had an aunt comment to me: ‘we knew you were not going to be a farmer. You were always putting on plays, and singing, even as a little kid.’ I don’t believe it occurred to me that people did anything else but be entertainers. Growing up in Ball Hollow, Ky. the TV was the link to the outside world and most of my “friends” growing up , lived inside that box.”

DL: “Why Elvis?”

Jesse: “I do remember a very life changing moment the first time I ever heard Elvis sing. It was a song called LONG BLACK LIMOUSINE. Very sad song about big dreams and plans and a life lost. What a long road that song started me down. In fact I am still on that road today.”

DL: “How do you define your show?”

Jesse: “Our show is a musical version of ABBOTT AND COSTELLO. We always say we don’t care if you laugh at us, or with us. Just as long as you’re smiling when the show is over then we have done our job. Are we serious about the music, yes. We want the songs right but we know the audience could get perfect songs on a cd. They expect something more from us. Maybe they even expect the unexpected, and we do try to give it to them.”

DL: ” You have a show coming up on April the 16th at Pritchard Community Center. Can you tell us a little about what to expect to see.”

Jesse: “This will be our first all country show. It will also be the first show for us in Elizabethtown, without our characters ELVIS AND MEAT LOAF. So expect us to be a little nervous as we kind of ascend to the high wire this time without a net.”

 

  

  

DL: ” I am sure you will be great.  You have a really loyal following.  Is there something you would like to say about or to your fans?”

Jesse: ” WE DO NOT HAVE FANS, we have friends!  My phone number is published. I am not a “star” in hiding. If you call to do business with us or to chat, you get me. My email is public. I answer emails personally. Yes, it takes time but it is worth it to me.

DL: ” Okay, for those that want to know….how old are you and are you single?”

Jesse: “Age is all about attitude. Jack Benny was famous for being 39, including on his 80th and last birthday. It kept him young at heart and his audience entertained. So until the day I leave this world I will be “39” and I hope the audience will smile , a sly, coy, knowing grin, every time they hear it.   I overheard someone that asked Colonel how old he was the other day and he replied: “Let’s, see, I am the younger brother, so if Jesse is “39” I must be “38”! ” (what a great line, I wish I had written it, and in memory of Milton Berle, I am claiming I did.)”  (For all you wondering still, Jesse is taken!)

DL: ” So where do you go from here.?”

Jesse: “Continue to do the same thing for a long, long, time. I play the lottery. If I ever hit the jackpot for millions, I would buy more costumes, more music equipment, and maybe a better vehicle to travel the world. Other than that, I would not expect much to change. Now if they sold TIME, then I would spend every dime I had because time is the one thing we are all short on. LOL I really do love what I do and I don’t want it to end, but for every entertainer there comes that last curtain call. It even happened to another of my heroes, George Burns, but he kept on performing until the end, and we kept smiling. ”

DL: “Thanks Jess, I hope for you only the best.  ….till we meet again….”Thanks for the memories” and “Goodnight.”

 

The Perkin’s Family Show will be appearing at the Pritchard Community Center on April 16 at 7 p.m. in Elizabethtown, Ky. on HWY 62 just off the 31w bypass. 

 Tickets may be reserved  in advance or purchased at the door the night of the show.  Don’t miss this chance for a chance for fun with the whole family!  All ages welcome and stay and meet with artists after the show.  The Perkin’s brothers are booking now!  http://elvisandmeatloaf.com/ 

Review: These Things Hidden by Heather Gudenkauf

                                                                Allison is the “golden girl” of her high school but when a tragedy happens, it is Allison that goes to prison.  Brynn her sister is left behind to face the scorn of the town.

When Allison is released to a halfway house, she knows she must see her sister and try so set things right.  She must hurry because the life of a small boy could be at stake.  But Brynn wants nothing more than to forget all about the past and Allison.  The secret that these two sisters hold could change the lives of many people if it became known.  So as the boy’s life hangs in danger, the two sisters, the boy’s adoptive mother, and a woman trying to save them all, will come together to uncover secrets of the past. 

This is a book of family expectations gone wrong.  It leaves the reader to question the pressure that is put on teens to succeed at being perfect.  What price does a young girl have to pay for her past?  The mystery that surrounds these characters will keep you guessing throughout the book.  Gudenkauf’s prose keep the suspense building right to the very end.  I highly recommend this novel for teens and up.  It carries a harsh lesson for all ages. 

Review: The Hangman’s Daughter by Oliver Pötzsch, Lee Chadeayne (Translator)

This is one case where you should never go by the title.  The novel should have been titled The Hangman’s Son.  The history of the storyline is very interesting and contains within it a sub-story of its own that I would one day like to see the author develop.  The history of the “hangman” is mostly attached to witch trials and the “beheadings” of the past but the writer takes the reader deeper into the feelings of the hangman and what it means for himself and his family. 

The story is rich with mystery and suspense but lacks richness in the character of Magdelena, the hangman’s daughter.  The focus is primarily put on the Hangman and the young physician that aids him in seeking the killer of two young children before the fear of witchcraft takes over the village.  The contrast and conflict between the generations is as strong antagonist in this story as well as the storyline of the murders. 

I was absolutely enlightened at the personal struggle of the hangmen and the ridicules that they faced in our history.  Many of the Hollywood portrayals have been way off course.  This novel is a good read and filled with enlightening moments where young learn from the elders and the elders learn from the youth.  Some violence, but right in-line with the story, should be good for teens and adults.  Enjoy!

A Mouse Story

3 a.m. and I feel myself being awakened by the rolling and thumping of a small little chihuahua in the middle of my back. I reach behind me as I ask “Mouse  “what the #$%@& is your problem?” and discover that she is uncovered and cold.  I pull up the covers and I turn over to go back to sleep.  I feel a small cuddling in the middle of my back and I could have sworn I heard a sigh of contentment.  I lay there. I lay there and begin to hear…..what’s that….snoring! That little creature behind me is sleeping away as I lay awake scowling.  I have been played.  The moral of this story, we are the trained ones, not our pets.

Review: Wrecker by Summer Wood

Being called an eccentric myself (more than a few times), having opened my door to several two footed and four-footed souls over the years, and been adopted myself, I so relate to this story.  Wrecker is a child at the mercy of world that holds no place for him.  When his mother is sent to prison, his future lays in the hands of an uncle that has no room in his life for another needy person.  Having a wife with special needs leaves Wrecker’s uncle no choice but to seek other arrangements for Wrecker’s raising. But Wrecker seems to have wedged his way into the lives, if not he hearts, of the eccentric neighbors.  With them, he is just another person with a past better left in the past.  Raising Wrecker will not be easy but if love can overcome all, the Wrecker may have a chance.

 

This story gives a whole new meaning to ‘a village raising a child’ ideology.  It takes a look at the real meaning of motherhood and the definition of the family bond.  This is one of the most thought-provoking books that I have read lately.  What makes a family?  Does our past define who we are as an adult? 

I love fiction.  A good story is the mark of great writers such as Faulkner and Steinbeck.  I am constantly seeking that author that holds me into a storyline without all the blood, gore and sex that we find most often today in mainstream literature.  With that said, I will be looking for more great novels from Summer Wood.

Review: Winter’s Bone by Daniel Woodrell

The characters of Daniel Woodrell’s story are a rare breed.  The harsh poverty ridden mountains of the Ozarks form the backdrop for the story of families and neighbors being caught up in the circle of drugs and secrets.  Exposing the dark secrets of the residents of this counterculture can mean death.

 

Ree is caught between losing her home to the bondsman or giving up her father when he runs from a court appearance.  As she searches, she meets with the cruel and unforgiving nature of the rural drug trade.  Surrounded by a clan that “protects its own” at any cost, Ree has to think about the welfare of her brothers as well as herself. 

The strength that Ree finds in herself and the cold hostility that she faces within her own people is unforgettable.  I find that I am amazed at this young girl long after I had finished the novel.  She is the kind of character that stays with a reader.  Being a thirty year member of the Daughtery clan myself, I understand the clannish nature of the Dolly family.  My husband’s family hail from Eastern Kentucky mountain area and I see reflections of ourselves in the strength and loyalty of these people. 

If you do not expect the fast pace thriller or a nice romantic ending then you will not be disappointed.  Winter’s Bone is a hard look at reality and adds no sugar-coating for the pleasure of the reader.  It tackles controversal issues with drugs and families and gives no pat answers to the reasons people do what they do in the name of ‘making a living.’  It is a book I will remember but no one that I would suggest for every reader.

Awakening

Sprouts, with the promise of blossoms,
Shoot up toward the heavens and the sun warms.
Days stretch, time seems endlessly slow.
I am mother, I am earth, I am awakened.

>Review: The Hunger Games (Trilogy) by Suzanne Collins

>Survival, it is the name of the game.  Imagine fighting for your survival as well as your family’s in a winner take all game of death, now, imagine you are a child.  forcing them all to send one boy and one girl between the ages of twelve and eighteen to participate in the annual Hunger Games, a fight to the death on live TV.  

North America, has fallen and is now divided into twelve districts. The Capital keeps all districts iin line by

This is a fast paced, edge of your seat, read.  I have not got enough good things to say about this novels, other than I cannot wait to read the third installment of the series.   Although, being classified as a young adult book, I would suggest parents take caution.  This is a no holds barred lesson in cold ruthlessness. 


This book made me evaluated the craving that people have for mindless television and violence.  It begs the questions, how far will we go for entertainment and how far will the government to to maintain control over the masses.  I love reality TV, but I do think societal media has taken personal pain, embarrassment and death way to far when we are so desensitized by it all that it becomes a craving for the next shocking reality show that has to go even further to secure ratings.  I drift…..

I could not put this book down and was saddened by the fact that I did not have the next book to jump right into.  It is a compelling read and very time appropriate.  Because of the brutality in the storyline, I do not suggest it for younger children.  Don’t miss these gems….The Hunger Games and Catching Fire by Collins.  I am impatiently waiting the final book…..MockingJay. 
 

04/03/11: Just finshed the complete series.  Don’t miss this triology!!!!  Awesome!

>Review: Gideon’s Sword by Douglas Preston and Lincoln Child

>This Douglas/Preston book , published by Grand Central Publishing, introduces readers to a new character, Gideon Crew.  This novel has been introduced as a new series for Preston/Child.  I being a fan of Pendergast in previous books, was hesitant to except the fact that I have to make due with a substitute. I was quick to realize that Crew is nothing like Pendergast.  He is a solid and interesting character.

Don’t expect the fine tuning of the plot and characters as in their previous novels.   The story lacks the polish that the authors usually put into a story.  Crew is a strong character can support a series and the story is a good read on a rainy day but I am waiting for the next in the series to decide whether I will devote my time to this new series. Not the weakest of their novels but it does need some tweeking.

>From my bookshelf:

>Dean Koontz is back!  I just finished reading his new novel, “What the Night Knows.”  This is much closer to his older style of writing than I have seen from him in a while.  This book will keep you thinking.  The character vivid and although there are quite a few, it was easy to keep up.  Kootnz’s writing is still thrilling. 

I have just read “The Radley’s ” by Matt Haig.  This novel is just another vampire story.  It is just ok but if you are wanting a great read, pass.  The Radley’s deals with how it is to live with the “disease.”  It is more or less a rehash of all the vampire books to go before it, the sun, the cross, the blood, “yadda, yadda, yadda. vampire emergency, yadda” (thanks Pam from True Blood for that line) ….    Throw in a wan love triangle and there you have it.  Nothing special.

I am trying to read all the Repairman Jack novels by F. Paul Wilson in between all the others.  Thanks Roszelle for getting me hooked. 

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What is NaNoWriMo?

National Novel Writing Month is a fun approach to novel writing. Participants begin writing November 1. The goal is to write a 175-page (50,000-word) novel by midnight, November 30.

Valuing enthusiasm and perseverance over painstaking craft, NaNoWriMo is a novel-writing program for everyone who has thought fleetingly about writing a novel but has been scared away by the time and effort involved.

Because of the limited writing window, the ONLY thing that matters in NaNoWriMo is output. It’s all about quantity, not quality. The kamikaze approach forces you to lower your expectations, take risks, and write on the fly.

In 2008, with over 120,000 participants, more than 20,000 of them crossed the 50k finish line by the midnight deadline, entering into the annals of NaNoWriMo superstardom forever.

You can sign up anytime to add your name to the roster and browse the forums. Writing begins November 1. To be added to the official list of winners, you must reach the 50,000-word mark by November 30 at midnight. Once your novel has been verified by our web-based team of robotic word counters, the partying begins.

To recap:

The rules state that, to be an official NaNoWriMo winner, you must…

• Write a 50,000-word (or longer!) novel, between November 1 and November 30.
• Start from scratch. None of your own previously written prose can
  be included in your NaNoWriMo draft (though outlines, character
  sketches, and research are all fine, as are citations from other
  people’s works).
• Write a novel. We define a novel as a lengthy work of fiction. If you consider the book you’re writing a novel, we consider it a novel too!
• Be the sole author of your novel. Apart from those citations mentioned two bullet-points up.
• Write more than one word repeated 50,000 times.
• Upload your novel for word-count validation to our site between November 25 and November 30.

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